Just wanted to say happy 19th Birthday Ryan.....It has been 22 long months now since you left me....it seems like 22 hours. I miss your presence in the house, your smiling face and your brilliant ,mad sense of humour. Life has not been the same since you left...I just wished I could have been there to hold your hand in your last moments...I was stripped of that so cruelly....stay close to me and never leave my side , as I will never leave yours, even if i cannot see you, I will always be there for you....until we are together again Ry ...I love you with all my heart..........Mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx