Well Ryan I have just had the hardest christmas without you. I didn't stop crying all christmas day. We saved you a seat at the dinner table and put your photo there, you were head of the table !! We opened your xmas presents around your resting place as there is no way you were not being included. I will love you til the day I die and will keep your memory alive until that day. I have passed my CBT for you and your bike is being resprayed black,the colour you wanted it to be.I love you my wywan more than anyone could ever know Mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx