Ry, I do not know how I have got through this week;I have really missed you and the pain of loosing you just seems to get worse!! I have missed you so much today...the house has been so quiet as Zac and Jordan have been at Dads this weekend..when they are here it is so quiet and empty without you. I went to see 'All Mod Cons' last night a tribute to The Jam;I saw a lad there that I imagined you to look like with his mod haircut and stylish clothes.He was singing and dancing his heart out just how you used to. I went so you could see the band through me...I will never let you down Ryan. Love always Mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx