Hello Ryan , well it's been 5 years today since you were taken from us . The thing is it doesn't get any easier ! The pain is still as intense as it was the day you left ! I miss you so very much Ryan and just want you to come home ! I love you with all my heart and with every breath I take . Until we meet again Ryan , when that day comes please come and hold out your hand out , I will be waiting for you xxxxxxxx love your absolutely heartbroken mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxx