It’s been 10 whole years now Ryan , but also seems like yesterday as the pain never gets less or any easier to bear .
I miss your presence , your beautiful smile , your sense of humour and most of all seeing you in this life ....... I just miss you !
Stay with me and keep sending those signs to let me know .
You were far too good for this earth , that’s why god took you home to be an angel .
I live and breathe , but really I exist without you as my heart hurts every day so much , but I have become an expert at hiding the pain and putting on a mask .
I love you now and will love you forever
God bless you Ryan
From your heart broken mum xxxxxxx