It has been 4 years since you were taken from us Ryan. It never gets any easier. Thank you for all the white feathers you sent me, I know you are still with me, helping me through all the difficult times I now have to endure. Life without is painful, I miss your presence at home, your wicked character and sense of humour and your beautiful smile and handsome face. You were always grateful to me as your mum for everything I have done for you, but what you didnt know was that it has been an absolute honour to be your mum. You and I have had our ups and our downs,but always remained close to eachother physically and in our hearts. No one knew the bond we shared and no one can ever take that away from us.
I will continue to think of you everyday, you are always in my thoughts and I will love you forever.
Until we meet again my diamond son,
Your heartbroken mum xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx